Oh mann

Ahh why is life being so hard on me right now?... Geez.

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Uh... no comment.

=/ Oh man Im tired tonight. Maybe cause I was doing calm for 4 hours and studying for science and all. I dont know I feel pretty dead tonight, also kinda feeling down and I dont know why. Im feeling kinda sick too and I dont know why?... ahh man whats happening to me? Maybe its my fault for only sleeping 6 hours every night for the past 2 weeks. Is that it? Lack of sleep? whatever it is... it's getting to me and its hitting me hard. I feel like dying right now haha, thats my feeling.. k not dying but some where close to that. Yah haha... anyways as my whole "no shopping" thing comes to an end this coming weekend, I really dont have time to shop anyways, so I'll put it off for another 2 weeks I think.

I dont know but why is everything so busy now? Cause school's coming to and end?(4 more weeks left) and everyone's starting to work hard now cause of finals?. Or is it summer or soon to be and the teachers are driving us like crazy with the work. whatever it is... Im feeling drained.... to the extreme. I dont feel stress though.. stupid calm. I am very much disliking it; the assignments are so confusing. I should stop complaining though cause I'm the one who chose to do it online....=/ this is what I get.

Ok so VBS... things seem to be coming along slowly but surely.. As the anticipation builds up within me=). Wow if I cant handle this then how am I gunna survive VBS.. 8 hours with kids?=) definitely worth it though=). anyways yes I'am feeling so dead tonight, I'm peacing it=).

So out of it.

Oh man.. Its been a busy week, it went by really fast though but Im so tired. usually on weekdays I don't know whats been happening but I've been waking up at like 5:45am every morning, only getting around 6 hours of sleep. I get home and I like literally run to the phone and start booking the places for VBS haha. Since I get home like 10 minutes before 4, I need to call before the offices and stuff close at 4, yah its been busy and I've been doing it for awhole week know haha. I guess Im adjusting to it. Anyways as you know I haven't shopped for 2 weeks now (excluding vbs supplies, gifts for others, and mothers day gifts). I still go the mall and all, I just stay away from AE that's all haha. I dont walk by it cause I know if I do then I'll go in there and buy everything haha. I do find that I have more time doing other things now that I cut back on shopping. Wow that's crazy... I actually can survive this whole "no shopping" thing, Im proud=).

K new topic=) haha, I watched spiderman 3 twice=). I'm not a big spiderman fan so I thought it was ok.. I know I even went twice with the same people too haha. OH man Calm 20 haha... is it cause Im a asian so im a keener also? finishing a weeks worth of assignments to get ahead? Maybe, cause thats what I did.. I finished a whole week's worth of assignments to get ahead haha. wow Im really tired now... at least today I woke up at 7am! Getting 6 hours of sleep again.. I dont know whats really been on my mind. I dont feel stressed but in a way kind of, with 4 more weeks of school left then its VBS from there on.

New topic again haha, these koreans at school thought I was korean and they started talking to me in korean and then they said something to me and I didnt understand, so I nodded my head and smiled haha. Then they looked at me and one of the girls was like "he just asked you for a smoke" and im like "Oh.. im so sorry but I dont smoke." I walked away so fast and hopefully I never have to talk to them again haha. yah thats my school life=) exciting or what.. Im actually korean at school?...

Anyways thats an update on my life- Im offf=).

SOO much..

Wow... there's so much to do for VBS haha. Or maybe it just feels like it cause I've never done this before. I should start calling up places and booking it all=) for summer 07! I've been researching them on the internet, so I have all their contact numbers. I guess everything's going pretty good so far; we got alot done yesterday, and Im proud haha. I've been so tired lately though, and I dont know why haha... I've been going to sleep before 11:30 too! I need to get used to it I guess, well I know the next 2 months is going ot be soo busy and Im going to say stressful too. On top of VBS planning and all, Im starting CALM20(online) this monday and it goes till June. Im excited but scared. I feel like Im not going to be able to handle all that, but I know I can. Im just scared, well the nervous/excited type of scared.

Wow, but I think this school year has gone by so fast and it just reminded me that I was suppose to drop off my transfer school forms last week.. DANG I like missed the deadline like 2 months ago haha, but they're still accepting. I dont know now, Manning is "ok", I like the people and it has taught me to go out of your comfort zone and make friends. This year was pretty unforgettable, yah I really miss my central friends and it has taught me to keep going on without them;and here I am.. I've made a few really close friends at Manning; I got to meet soo many new people. This is hard... I dont know if I want to stay at Manning or not anymore? I remember last year I said that I'll be at Manning for one year to be with half of my friends and also I made new friends too=). Then I would transfer to Central to be with my other friends.

That lady never told me the central transfer deadline was in March, and now its May... They're still accepting but Central is pretty full almost. I dont know.. I have alot on my mind right now and transfering schools isnt that big of a deal, well kinda. I dont really like Manning but I like the people. I like Central AND the people there. I have to plan VBS AND take calm online. I have school to balance out with Sunday school/junior church planning. Yes welcome to my life=). Im in definite need of prayers before I go crazy..