Mid-October blogg=)

So schools been crazily busy as ever haha. mann it feels like I have no time for anything except homework and studying. This is my new life, I swear it is haha. Its only mid october but post secondary is all over in my head right now. I honestly dont know what I want to do after highschool.. and it suckss man. I've been praying for forever and I guess its all I can do. CRAZINESS haha... I think that sums it all up.

Life in general hasnt been that bad, I guess. Busy too... with my family and all. We'll see where God takes me in life you know. I've also been praying for my brother's post secondaey, because I dont know where it's taking him, hes applied in a couple places. Wow I remember when I was younger and I always wanted a sister because my brother and I were total oppposite. Now that my brother might be going away for post secondary, I feel soo bad. All those days of him and I going separate ways and I usually dont see my brother that often, maybe like once or twice a day. I think my family and I should all go shopping this weekend=), that would be amazing!

So back to school again haha... we dissected lamb hearts today in bio and I almost threw up haha.. ew it was so gross=(. oh and in bio we're going on a field trip! Rafting down the bow river and then looking at sewers eww haha. school is making me go crazy.

anyways off to do devotionss. this blog was rushed but at least I blogged..=) talk soon.

back to school.

Im back to school now... grade 11 haha. soo busy with my first semester. I already got homework on the very first day of school... wow how sad is this? haha. yah anyways though summer was amazing as I wrote on my last entry, and camp was even better=). wow it was soo good haha. Everything just happened and I really felt God there with me. This summer really showed me what true friends were though; I have no regrets and im so glad I got close with soo many other people. I learned so much and im so thank ful. I guess since summer is like over, Im more focusing on school now as I said my first semester is busy. So you know with bio and math and social, and spanish. I just have a good feeling about this year though... I dont know maybe cause im in tune with God once again and it just makes school that much better.

You feel different, and I feel different after coming back from camp... and Im taking that feeling and experince with me to school. I know im taking that step of faith this year. Hopefully everything works out for the better and school wont be that stressful ;).

Im waiting for summer 08 haha. I have good feelings about next summer.. or maybe its just me and my optimistic ways ;). anyways though, hopefully I will figure out all my post secondary plans and get everything in order so I know what Im doing for the rest of my life haha. Yah, well I need to go get my life in order now... and it should be good to go=).

summer 07 is almost at end.

I cant believe dvbs is over... I havent blogged for soo long and my last blog, that I wrote, it talked about us planning dvbs and its finally over. Im really gunna miss seeing those kids; and hanging out with Eva and Alex everyday haha. anyways though, eva leaves to vegas todayy=( and I need to go shopping and packk. wow this summer has been really amazing.. Dvbs is definitely an experience I will not forget, ever. This year the training year has been soo good. Geoffrey did alot for us, and in the end I never really got a chance to thank him for all hes done. anyways I have lots to do still so I have to make it a really short blogg... I'll try more to blog soon again. I will miss you summer 07.

Its been awhile...

Wow, I haven't blogged for awhile now. Life has been SO busy, like you dont even know. VBS is still in the planning stage; well the late planing stage, because we have 3 weeks before it is up and running, oh man Im excited. I thought CALM would be almost over... I thought this friday was the very last day, and I was wrong. I have another 3 weeks! omigosh.. I swear these are the longest 6 weeks of my life haha. Anyways yah life has been pretty alright, just busy that's all. My finals are coming up =/... I have my english part one final this thursday and my science final on monday=/. Im scared haha, at this moment I'am multitasking=); doing calm, stuyding, and VBS.

I dont know... I just have lots going on...I have so much to do that I haven't gone shopping for a whole MONTH! omigosh... haha wow, thats crazyy. I'm not stressed or anything right now; just going crazy=). I for sure know that the vbs orientation is this friday and I have lots to plan out and stuff, but I know that this whole weekend, I'll be studying for science... ahh. Dang, it's pretty sad to know that I forgot my science final was right on monday morning... and I made all these plans for this weekend arlready=(. Well if I think about it on the bright side, after this monday final, I just have one more exam to go and I'll be good to go for summer 07.

It's hard to believe that my first year of high school went by soo fast. I remember summer 06 and all those vbs memories... wow, I miss it all. Then it comes by again, just like stampede..=). Back to school again though... am I transfering to another high school next year or am I staying? Ahh im so lost about that. Im like on waiting lists and all but I guess I dont have the time to wait. I've been praying to God to keep myself together and be patient and to stay strong no matter what. There has been those days where I've really felt like giving up on everything, because I had school to do, vbs planning, calm online, then finals. Seriously I really didnt think I could do it. Until I flipped open my spritual journal and this verse fell out: "Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him…." Psalm 37:7.

I know I got this; anyways I need to get studying now before I cram this weekend=(... see you friday... VBS ORIENTATION AT 7:30PM... VOLUNTEERS MUST ATTEND=).

Oh mann

Ahh why is life being so hard on me right now?... Geez.

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Uh... no comment.

=/ Oh man Im tired tonight. Maybe cause I was doing calm for 4 hours and studying for science and all. I dont know I feel pretty dead tonight, also kinda feeling down and I dont know why. Im feeling kinda sick too and I dont know why?... ahh man whats happening to me? Maybe its my fault for only sleeping 6 hours every night for the past 2 weeks. Is that it? Lack of sleep? whatever it is... it's getting to me and its hitting me hard. I feel like dying right now haha, thats my feeling.. k not dying but some where close to that. Yah haha... anyways as my whole "no shopping" thing comes to an end this coming weekend, I really dont have time to shop anyways, so I'll put it off for another 2 weeks I think.

I dont know but why is everything so busy now? Cause school's coming to and end?(4 more weeks left) and everyone's starting to work hard now cause of finals?. Or is it summer or soon to be and the teachers are driving us like crazy with the work. whatever it is... Im feeling drained.... to the extreme. I dont feel stress though.. stupid calm. I am very much disliking it; the assignments are so confusing. I should stop complaining though cause I'm the one who chose to do it online....=/ this is what I get.

Ok so VBS... things seem to be coming along slowly but surely.. As the anticipation builds up within me=). Wow if I cant handle this then how am I gunna survive VBS.. 8 hours with kids?=) definitely worth it though=). anyways yes I'am feeling so dead tonight, I'm peacing it=).

So out of it.

Oh man.. Its been a busy week, it went by really fast though but Im so tired. usually on weekdays I don't know whats been happening but I've been waking up at like 5:45am every morning, only getting around 6 hours of sleep. I get home and I like literally run to the phone and start booking the places for VBS haha. Since I get home like 10 minutes before 4, I need to call before the offices and stuff close at 4, yah its been busy and I've been doing it for awhole week know haha. I guess Im adjusting to it. Anyways as you know I haven't shopped for 2 weeks now (excluding vbs supplies, gifts for others, and mothers day gifts). I still go the mall and all, I just stay away from AE that's all haha. I dont walk by it cause I know if I do then I'll go in there and buy everything haha. I do find that I have more time doing other things now that I cut back on shopping. Wow that's crazy... I actually can survive this whole "no shopping" thing, Im proud=).

K new topic=) haha, I watched spiderman 3 twice=). I'm not a big spiderman fan so I thought it was ok.. I know I even went twice with the same people too haha. OH man Calm 20 haha... is it cause Im a asian so im a keener also? finishing a weeks worth of assignments to get ahead? Maybe, cause thats what I did.. I finished a whole week's worth of assignments to get ahead haha. wow Im really tired now... at least today I woke up at 7am! Getting 6 hours of sleep again.. I dont know whats really been on my mind. I dont feel stressed but in a way kind of, with 4 more weeks of school left then its VBS from there on.

New topic again haha, these koreans at school thought I was korean and they started talking to me in korean and then they said something to me and I didnt understand, so I nodded my head and smiled haha. Then they looked at me and one of the girls was like "he just asked you for a smoke" and im like "Oh.. im so sorry but I dont smoke." I walked away so fast and hopefully I never have to talk to them again haha. yah thats my school life=) exciting or what.. Im actually korean at school?...

Anyways thats an update on my life- Im offf=).