Wow I can't believe you threw away all that you've been working for, up to now, 15 years in the making. I really thought you'd be here for me, but I was wrong. You were a good friend to me, a bestfriend at one point, then a close friend, and thats when we drifted, Im sorry you had to go through this, but it was the only thing I had to do. I didn't want to hurt you by telling you so I didn't. Im sorry, but always remember, I have no regrets on you or all that we had. You can pull as many stunts on me if you want, you can even say I deserve it... just remember though whatever and all that you do, you did it. I didn't pressure you into it. I'll miss our phone conversations, and all the summer memories, but I guess as we both did head our separate ways after summer 06 its the best for both of us. To me it feels as if we drifted too much that we dont even know who we are anymore.
I cant even sit beside you and talk to you about anything anymore, were both like strangers to each other now. I hate to admit it, but its the truth and you and I cant run or hide from it. Our friendship has been over for quite sometime now, but I guess I kept thinking that you'll always pull through as my better half. Maybe you were tired of me going out with all my "new friends" and leaving you. I do admit to that but there's no need to bring them into this. I know it'll be hard, for me it definitely will be, and sunday I guess was the last straw for you. You couldn't take it anymore... you might actually think me moving is the best thing for you, so we don't have to be in the same room as each other. Im sorry for all the faults and stupid mistakes I made but as we grow older we both change, people change, friends change.
You know who you are.
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