Its been awhile, I've been so busy with everything. School's been good, but busy; like I love science and all but I swear it is the most boring-est class EVER haha. Anyways, an update on my moving situation. Well the title of this blog is what it means like I'll stand, not rebelling but stand. I've stopped packing for the past week, and you know have been doing pretty much nothing, except enjoying calgary=) and the spring weather. Im definitely not ready to be leaving this city of mine, but in a way I feel like Im taking it into my own hands and not God's; but then God has put so many situations into my family these past few months its like a feeling of telling me to stay. So many situations have stopped my family from flying off, so hopefully I'll be able to stay=D. This is off topic though but my family still doesn't know that I lost my bible, they think I packed it in a box...haha... smooth.
Anyways, friends have been good, the pieces have been starting to fall back in place as Eva said=). I don't know though, I still feel anger down inside, but why? I thought I let it all go, but it is easier said than done. It's been hard, but I'am coping. Wow I started this blog like an hour ago and the time now is 9:42pm. I've been so distracted and busy that I would stop blogging every so often. Then I re-open this again and keep blogging..=) haha whats on my mind right now? EVERYTHING going from school to church to friends to family to everything thats in my life right now. Oh especially last night. They were good times, with them friends and golf courses=).
ok so Im back again and its 10:02pm. Ok what a blog... haha anyways see you at church tomorrow=) mm I want Timmy's tomorrow morning=).....bye haha.
1 comment:
Anger is natural.
Trust is the hardest thing to gain, easiest thing to lose.
You lost that trust from someone. You were hurt. Probably more so than you ever personally acknowledged to anyone, even yourself.
Trust is also extremely hard to RE-gain.
Thus, most likely, why you still have anger. You're likely hurt more than you care to admit... and you're still guarded against any more pain and frustrations.
It will take time for you to get over all this in such a way that you'll feel no more anger inside... but it all depends on YOU allowing that anger to slowly dissipate. Don't hold it in and embrace it... let it out. Give it to God... and I mean, actually let it go. Anger, the entire situation, everything. :P
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