So out of it.

Oh man.. Its been a busy week, it went by really fast though but Im so tired. usually on weekdays I don't know whats been happening but I've been waking up at like 5:45am every morning, only getting around 6 hours of sleep. I get home and I like literally run to the phone and start booking the places for VBS haha. Since I get home like 10 minutes before 4, I need to call before the offices and stuff close at 4, yah its been busy and I've been doing it for awhole week know haha. I guess Im adjusting to it. Anyways as you know I haven't shopped for 2 weeks now (excluding vbs supplies, gifts for others, and mothers day gifts). I still go the mall and all, I just stay away from AE that's all haha. I dont walk by it cause I know if I do then I'll go in there and buy everything haha. I do find that I have more time doing other things now that I cut back on shopping. Wow that's crazy... I actually can survive this whole "no shopping" thing, Im proud=).

K new topic=) haha, I watched spiderman 3 twice=). I'm not a big spiderman fan so I thought it was ok.. I know I even went twice with the same people too haha. OH man Calm 20 haha... is it cause Im a asian so im a keener also? finishing a weeks worth of assignments to get ahead? Maybe, cause thats what I did.. I finished a whole week's worth of assignments to get ahead haha. wow Im really tired now... at least today I woke up at 7am! Getting 6 hours of sleep again.. I dont know whats really been on my mind. I dont feel stressed but in a way kind of, with 4 more weeks of school left then its VBS from there on.

New topic again haha, these koreans at school thought I was korean and they started talking to me in korean and then they said something to me and I didnt understand, so I nodded my head and smiled haha. Then they looked at me and one of the girls was like "he just asked you for a smoke" and im like "Oh.. im so sorry but I dont smoke." I walked away so fast and hopefully I never have to talk to them again haha. yah thats my school life=) exciting or what.. Im actually korean at school?...

Anyways thats an update on my life- Im offf=).

SOO much..

Wow... there's so much to do for VBS haha. Or maybe it just feels like it cause I've never done this before. I should start calling up places and booking it all=) for summer 07! I've been researching them on the internet, so I have all their contact numbers. I guess everything's going pretty good so far; we got alot done yesterday, and Im proud haha. I've been so tired lately though, and I dont know why haha... I've been going to sleep before 11:30 too! I need to get used to it I guess, well I know the next 2 months is going ot be soo busy and Im going to say stressful too. On top of VBS planning and all, Im starting CALM20(online) this monday and it goes till June. Im excited but scared. I feel like Im not going to be able to handle all that, but I know I can. Im just scared, well the nervous/excited type of scared.

Wow, but I think this school year has gone by so fast and it just reminded me that I was suppose to drop off my transfer school forms last week.. DANG I like missed the deadline like 2 months ago haha, but they're still accepting. I dont know now, Manning is "ok", I like the people and it has taught me to go out of your comfort zone and make friends. This year was pretty unforgettable, yah I really miss my central friends and it has taught me to keep going on without them;and here I am.. I've made a few really close friends at Manning; I got to meet soo many new people. This is hard... I dont know if I want to stay at Manning or not anymore? I remember last year I said that I'll be at Manning for one year to be with half of my friends and also I made new friends too=). Then I would transfer to Central to be with my other friends.

That lady never told me the central transfer deadline was in March, and now its May... They're still accepting but Central is pretty full almost. I dont know.. I have alot on my mind right now and transfering schools isnt that big of a deal, well kinda. I dont really like Manning but I like the people. I like Central AND the people there. I have to plan VBS AND take calm online. I have school to balance out with Sunday school/junior church planning. Yes welcome to my life=). Im in definite need of prayers before I go crazy..

I'll make it official.

Ok I've officially decided... no more shopping for 3 weeks... starting May 1st=) haha. I'm broke again, after me going crazy at the mall today. Oh man I'll miss American Eagle=(. I can do this.. If I can survive 6 weeks of VBS..3 weeks will be nothing right? haha I need to occupy myself with other interests like... facebook? I'll make Geo proud when I accomplish this=). I think no one will actually believe me doing this. Tanya Kwong- 3 weeks of no shopping at all. I can window shop; but its not as fun as "real" shopping. I can do this.. I got this.

Yes I do=). I believe in myself=D. Be Optimistic.. its only 3 weeks. I have bestfriends that support me right? haha.

Chillin' with spring=).

Yes Im so glad its offcially spring and the warm weather is here! Its all good=). I hope my voice gets better though, so at least I can teach sunday school on sunday, aw yeah. Anyways as I was planning and all last week, for sunday school I noticed the weirdest thing. All my church stuff goes missing haha.. seriously. First I lost my bible, then my junior church lessons, third my sunday school book, and fourth... the candygrams people gave me; not all, just half. I really dont know where it all went, seriously I've lost it all, well I dont know if it got stolen or I lost it but who would want my church stuff? haha really.. In a way it makes me mad kind of, cause really thats my stuff haha.

I dont know if it actually all disappears into wherever or am I actually losing it all by misplacing it?. Seriously though... where did it all go?.. It makes me mad... I need to plan my lessons and I like keeping my candygram messages to read over AND I miss my bible=(. sigh.. where or where did you all go?..

again?...

Definitely needing more prayers for VBS please=). The adrenaline is building haha. Anyways, I was talking to Karen on sunday morning about why Im doing VBS and how Im not taking summer school instead. Im thinking of taking bio20 and bio30 next year so I can write a diploma next year so I dont stress too much on gr.12. Karen said it was a good idea, and people said it was good and bad. I have an appointment with my counsellor tomorrow morning to change my courses for next year to bio 20 and 30. I dont know if its the right thing to do or not?....

oh man...=S.

summer '07

Wow, long time no blog. Life's been busy. So busy haha. Well in the past few weeks, lots has happened I guess. On my last blog I said I wasnt moving=), definitely been happy about that. Right after that I got to go back to doing everything again. So you know getting settled back in was time consuming for sure haha. Anyways as I go on with life now, um school. Im not taking summer school and chose to teach at VBS instead. In a way I keep thinking on "Was this what God really wanted me to do?" I dont know.. I did feel rushed to get into VBS but I kept getting extra time. Just like my moving thing.. it took over a month until I finally got the final answer. Same for VBS except I had like 2 weeks. Compare both and thats what I mean of "rushed".

I dont know though.. I'll have a full schedule next year though because I was suppose to be taking physics 20 this summer but I cant so I guess I have to drop legal studies and take all 3 sciences next year. Then I'll officially go insane=). 3 sciences to "keep my options open", hmm dietician nutritionist?... yup thats what I want to be and thats what I wanted to be since September haha. Who knows I might change again..? I've been asking people about taking all 3 sciences and they've all been saying "once you get into university.. not alot of the courses require physics.. the main one would becoming an engineer and if you dont want to become and engineer then dont take it." Yah well I dont want to become an engineer haha, and I dont like physics AT ALL haha. Its kinda pushing me onto the side of "I dont want to take physics=)."

Here I am again then.. wondering about my future, and of course summer '07... people always ask me "where do you see yourself in 5 years?" It makes me think all the time, cause I keep changing my mind on what I want to become and all so who knows? anyways Im excited for summer though and what it'll bring this year. ok enough of my ranting for tonight=) bye.

EXTREMELY HAPPY

IM NOT MOVINGG. =D.