It happened again...

Here we go again. I saw it again. It came back again. The flashbacks, and the memories, that last moment I saw them all together. Next thing I see is the funeral...my friends...gone forever. I dont know, but once in awhile..I see them again....I didnt talk much about this so you know. This happened about 4 months ago, I started highschool on a rough start. I lost 3 friends within those first 2 months of school. Ever since then I keep seeing the flash backs...I keep seeing them and that scene replaying over and over again in my head. Its not going away, because I know I wont see my friends again. They weren't saved.

My life has been pretty drama filled. I dont know things haven't been going as planned...I still have 14 more days....just 14 more days before who knows where I'll be going? sigh. Im definitely not ready to leave this city of mine. I dont know it seems like my dad's "determined" to move... my dad's so stubborn. Ahhhh I dont know Im still praying...and still waiting for the answer, it feels like a ticking time bomb. Well hopefully these 5 days off I can catch up with thee besties, and some fam too. Bible study this friday...must find bible.....=/. Off to dinner, bye.